The Quilt National exhibit, from May 25 - September 2, 2013 at the Dairy Barn Arts Center in Athens, Ohio, has a splendid hard cover catalog available through Dragon Threads. Click here to order your copy, it's a limited edition.
A new SAQA book, Portfolio 19, The Art Quilt Sourcebook, is now available from the SAQA website. It includes a picture of my quilt, Same But Not on the cover (in the upper left corner) and profiles all of the professional members of the studio art quilt associates. A wonderful opportunity to review many beautiful works of art.
Monday, June 17, 2013 
Collections reveal aesthetic. These sixteen cups have been in Mom's hutch for years. None has a history that I am aware of, they just caught her eye and demanded her purchase. Mom wasn't a tea drinker and she wasn't particularly girlie. Yet, she chose these delicate cups as something to gaze on each day. I think they are telling me a story of her aesthetic and her yearning for beautiful things.
Friday, June 14, 2013 
Paula Kovarik, 2013. Hands
This is a work-in-progress shot of a piece I started while mom was sick. It is done on a simple linen dress my friend Leigh Ann found for me (she is my best treasure hunter).
Coming back to it now after mom has passed brings up memories of sitting by her bed. After she fell asleep, I sat in front of the numbing TV set to disappear into a new mindset by stitching compulsively on this dress. I wasn't sure where it was going, I just knew I had to have something to keep me busy. I think I will put the dress back together and hang it from a hanger, maybe with a lining made from one of her garments.
Wish I could bring her back as simply as that.
Friday, May 31, 2013 Here are a couple of detail shots of the Round and Round It Goes quilt. The closer you look the more you see. This one has war, patriotism and overpopulation.
Round and Round It Goes, Paula Kovarik, 2012and this one has a tsunami, oil spills, and parades of polluting cars and trucks
Round and Round It Goes, Paula Kovarik, 2012and here is a little detail of the economy, mixed up weather patterns, gas fracking, nuclear power companies and the canary in the coalmine.
Round and Round It Goes, Paula Kovarik, 2012
Saturday, May 25, 2013 
Round and Round It Goes, Paula Kovarik, 2012
My quilt, Round and Round It Goes, has been chosen for the Award of Excellence at Quilt National 2013. I am overwhelmed with the honor and surrounded by amazing artists this weekend in Athens Ohio. Such an extreme high after so many lows these past months. Be still my beating heart.
Wednesday, May 15, 2013 
For as long as I can remember my mother placed this statue in a prominent position in her home. For the past year he has been standing in her hutch overlooking her room. For the past two weeks he stood happily over her bed as she left us. He is Hotei, sometimes called the laughing Buddha. According to Wikipedia, he is admired for his happiness, plenitude, and wisdom of contentment. One belief popular in folklore maintains that rubbing his belly brings wealth, good luck, and prosperity.
Mom passed away on Friday of last week. She believed she would win the lottery, she soldiered on in optimism during calamaties, she laughed deeply and loudly when the spirit moved her. She never stopped learning and always looked toward the horizon, itching to travel.
She will be missed. And Hotei will always remind us to smile with joy and contentment as we move forward.
Friday, May 10, 2013 
my mom is sleeping in the next room. She has been sleeping for 4 days and will likely not wake up. She has been in hospice since February defying all odds. Taking this time in my life to care for her and witness this journey has added a quiet layer of depth to my understanding of life. Today I told her again that I loved her and that she was generous in her teachings and loyal and supportive to each of her children. She was loved and is already missed by many.
What strikes me now though is how much she challenged the norm. She worked like no other I know, holding down night jobs and still attending PTA meetings. Organizing neighbors and friends to create a stronger community at the same time as tirelessly sewing new costumes for school plays or halloween (and did I mention she did this while working full time?). She never stopped learning and spoke often of how important that was. She could gut a fish, crochet lace, build a quilt and laugh when we decided to build a fort underground, lending us extra shovels. She found ways to give without needing to be acknowledged. And, though she often disagreed with us, she respected our decisions and knew we had to make our own way without interference.
This mother's day weekend is a special one for me. One that challenges my understanding of what it is to be alive, but also one that is full of love.
Monday, April 29, 2013 
2013I have spent the last couple of months taking care of my mom, who is in hospice. She is an amazing, spirited, challenging force of nature. I love her more than I can say and she has taught me more than I think I know.